Hostel Diaries 2

Living with the fear
of losing someone dear.
Was far from me
despite being near.

I Don't want her to be a memory,
don't want her as a password
without her life would not be life
but just a word..
The very thought that
I would never get to see her again
turns me insane

To me says my inner voice
God never made you
to make a choice
The gal for whom
you have put your very self on auction,
For her,
You may not even be an option.
From that very moment
I made a decision
will never let her be in my vision

I will forget her
though my forgetfulness
Does'nt take my side
I will survive
with the feelings buried deep inside
but my eyes speak the truth
that i can't hide...