Hostel Diaries 4

You feel defeated and
You  feel hurt
Sometimes i ask myself that
Why I'm not a flirt

Why I fell for someone
Why is she the only one..
Around me I have some gals
who are my pals

(mind says)
I could have tried my luck
(heart says)
how can you think so yuck...!!

Towards her I do walk
with the motive of having a talk
but all in vain
now back in my hostel room
I feel the pain

My buddies offer beers
but no cheers
Because for my mom
I'm the hope
So I don't dope
I don't wanna act like a BANDIT
I stay raw
coz am a PANDIT

Hostel Diaries 3

My legs are shaking
and the back is aching
My hair has turned white
even an apple is difficult to bite..
A glass of water is difficult to hold
my heart is young but i have grown old..!!

Riding bikes gives me joy
right from the days when I was a boy..
I feel relaxed and free
sitting under a shady tree.
With the helmet on my thigh
I take a deep sigh..
i look at my bike and
she looks back at me
I thank her for being a girlfriend and wife to me..

I wish the latter one was SOMEONE
who was the ONLY ONE
With my eyes closed,
in her memories I am engrossed
I met her during my days in college
but where is she now
I don't have any knowledge.
marriage was an agreement
That I did'nt sign
Because I cud'nt make her mine.......

Hostel Diaries 2

Living with the fear
of losing someone dear.
Was far from me
despite being near.

I Don't want her to be a memory,
don't want her as a password
without her life would not be life
but just a word..
The very thought that
I would never get to see her again
turns me insane

To me says my inner voice
God never made you
to make a choice
The gal for whom
you have put your very self on auction,
For her,
You may not even be an option.
From that very moment
I made a decision
will never let her be in my vision

I will forget her
though my forgetfulness
Does'nt take my side
I will survive
with the feelings buried deep inside
but my eyes speak the truth
that i can't hide...

Hostel Diaries 1

Life comes with ups and downs,
Sometimes with the enthusiastic YOs
and sometimes with the moanful NOs...

But that "NO" from your side,
Has ripped off my very inside.
Come swords and may come the knife
It's easier to bear 'em
But for this life..

With promises to keep and scars to hide,
With the love in my heart and
the pain by my side,
i walk with my buddies
with a smile so wide....

You are not the one whom I blame,
Defeats stand for my name
This heartbreak may be just another stone
in my life's lane
but yeah,
It does pain....

Thanks to you,
i laugh more
i shout more
more than i have ever
just 2 hide the impact
That will remain forever......

Hostel Diaries

Tring-Tring...
....KNOCK....
It's already 9'oclock
and I wake up with a shock..!!

Straight from the home,
Its my mom
On the phone..

While I rub my eyes that burn,
I hear a voice full of concern.
"Have u ever seen the rising sun??"
enquires my mom with her eyes on the clock

But never does she know that in the MBA block
every morning there's a beautiful Sun(YOU)
rising for her son!!!