The Unsung Beggar

My love for you
makes me recall
that I have been a beggar
who was ready
with his blessings
waiting for you to toss some alms
into his empty palms
Would have accepted them
as a cloud full of love
prayed for you before
 the ONE sitting above

Always in your smile
i found an answer
I saw a hope
with all my wounds
will be able to cope
But, the laugh you had
It put a full stop

I knew I'll be forgotten
the way you forget your word
I won't be recognized
like the sheep in herd
will cross unnoticed
like the thirsty bird

Like the wheels of your drive
I carry the weight
The burden of losing you
to someone higher in state
The pain of defeat
that blot of failure
Will always hide
the fact that
I tried showing some valour